im going to get out of here one day

i dont care what i need to do. i hate her.

every single thing i do is wrong or bad or not what my family does or something else stupid and dumb according to her and no one else is trying to do anything about it. i feel like im losing my mind. everyone just turns their heads away and im sick of it. i dont get why she can just lose her cool all the fucking time over the STUPIDEST things and yell at me over it and its okay but when i do it im being disrespectful or rude or whatever.

some people in this world just want to keep their heads down and take anything life gives them.

bullshit. not me.

i know we deserve so much more than this

ill delete this later. im sorry if you see this noelle.